I'm like the biggest loser when it comes to love and yesterday's it wasn't the exception. What I've been doing all these years to make some catharsis to help feel better, I mostly listen to music that helps me have that catharsis, the one that has always helped me to this is a singer named Aurelio Voltaire, he's mostly known for his humor but he can make really beautiful songs. Anyway here are some of what I'm listening
I'm just gonna put the lyrics I identify with in this situation
(first song and I'm cheating already this has more anger than sadness, still, it helps as a relief)
I saw you with him, you looked so happy. That will never change because I know myself too well. I don't have the courage to carry out my dreams and only there will I see them Die Die die die die die die die die die die die die die, watch them die.
And gone was the thing for which I longed. The place where I belonged, where I last held the hand of the one I love when the circus came... When the circus came... When the circus came to town
On the road, it gets so lonely far away from home, every night I cry myself to sleep, I cry a river of tears and I lie in this bed and wish that you were here...
When I did it, I think I knew it. Now I only hope that I got through it. You could have been my guide to the other side. Out of the storm raging inside but my hands were tied to the wall of pride and my legs were shackled to the wall of pride.
You finally made me sad enough to write that song about you
Let it go, let it go, let it go, all this anger dissipates when I come to shake this hate and let it go. I've been up high and I've been down low but mostly I've been tired, I'll tell you, the best thing I ever did was to let it go.